So, I need some help finding my Christian self this morning....let me explain!
Last night, Lily had a rough night sleeping. She was a little restless and woke up around 2:15. I went and got her, rocked her, fed her...you know...did the mommy thing. I laid her back in her crib around 2:30 and she was still awake....crying a little, rolling around, trying to fall asleep---all totally normal for her. I still kind of hear her, but she is settling down and I am laying on the couch waiting for her to fall asleep.
All of a sudden I hear these huge THUD noises...I am concerned it is her hitting her head against the wall or something. It is not...but what is it? Lily starts to hear it, gets concerned and starts freaking out again....so I pick her up, she stops crying and the thudding stops? JIGGAWHAT?
So, I rock her again, get her to calm down, set her down...she starts crying a little bit again, and the thudding starts again! What is going on?
I figure out the lovely people who live beneath us are hitting their ceiling right below Lily's crib with something (a broom?) and making a large thudding noise that is scaring Lily making her cry more and shaking the wall.
Anyway, after being up for an hour last night Lily finally fell asleep and stayed asleep, but this morning I want to find a heavy brick and drop it repeatedly on my floor!
Their "complaining" (hitting the ceiling) made the crying worse, and scared my child. These same LOVELY people complained to the office about me running my dishwasher before 8am....um, it is my right as a human being to run a quiet humming machine anytime I want! Seriously, that is your complaint? They have a 3 year old who screams obscenities at the top of his lungs around the clock and they are going to hit the ceiling when my baby is restless and crying (not even loudly!)!
So, where do I find my Christian self this morning? Because right now....I want to do jumping jacks and drop bricks on my floor all day and all night long!